honey money bunny

pictures of love

2012-01-05T16:11:00.014Z

yea, i know it's kinda late.. but i finally bought the ipod.. nothing much awesome bout it.. the best part was all the photo editing i can do with all my pictures! omfg.. was so hyper, staying up late everynight just to play with all the photo editing... hahaha.. now i understand how ppl look so much nicer in pictures than in real life.. all those editing.. even my pimples are gone... ok, wanna see my awesome editing?=D

my favourite of all!!!

super cute.. haha..

whoops... this is, nic.. smiling.=)

our very own dinner party....^^

loves!

oh, and the photoshoot session for my darling babies...

behold, the very adorable manye and budju... all grown up!

this? something i made for shaun.. just a kiddy art to remind us of all the journeys we've had back and forth from ktn to kl.. ^^

group picture with the one and only prof ahmed..

he's leaving mahsa...=(

thanks to those dumb juniors who complaint about him... if you fail anat, please remember me laughing at your face... -.-

we love you prof!

anyway, more more pictures! malas comment d..

oh, next favourite picture! perfect moment!

album cover..

haha.. you don't wanna know how much we camwhored...

i have 700 pictures just in 2 weeks.. and lets see.. half of them is me and hunnie? hahaha..

and some pictures taken from penang.. the second hometown,

taking pictures like a pro..

that's baby hsien han! super cuteeeeee..

and tht's my eldest sister who finally came back from uk.. more about that later...

with baby kaithlyn..=)

babies hugging each other...>.<

and..

tadaa!

we welcomed our sister back with decorations... each balloons with different wishes from all of us..

with presents for the birthdays we did not celebrate for her..

the gift voucher there costs 1.5k man!

but only redeemable after we start working..=P

and then we each write wishes on the balloons.. and let them all go togehter..

super sweet right.. i love my family!^^

so yea, that's it.. and about new year's celebration..?

nope, i did not go anywhere for countdown..

nope, i did not see any fireworks...

and nope, i did not get drunk...

all i know is, i spent the whole time, whole day and whole week around the people i love most...

was it fun?

hell yeah it was fun! can't wait to go back to my hometown again....

-JaNe-

c'mon people.

2011-12-21T18:27:00.001Z

im gonna make this simple and easy to read

(im only using smoking as an example.. this post applies equally to people who do stupid stuff to themselves too)

people who smokes only shows how weak they actually are.

they are people who need to rely on something to go on with life. useless...

they are people who can't even stop themselves from addiction. an addiction i've seen so many people successfully stop from.

they are people who only know how to give reasons and excuses to themselves.

they are people who needs it to be confident.

people who are pathetic.

and sad.

im sorry if you're terasa here.. but this is what i think.. this i how i see you guys.....

if you can't even treat your own body well, you do not deserve to be treated well at all...

your life suck.. don't try to hide it.. try fixing it..

using something to replace the emptiness in your life?

don't go telling people that you smoke because you're stressed, because your parents are smoking too, and because it doesn't harm you.. you just sound really retarded... like me saying that zombie is a ghost.. at least im aware how retarded it sounds like...

people are so weak.. and the sad thing about it, is that they don't even know that...

-JaNe-

huh.....

2011-12-17T18:36:00.004Z

why do you care so much...
why do you even bother..
who are you to talk to me..

sometimes selfish is good.. mind your own business is best...

don't interfere with people's life...

cause you're annoying to think that what you say will actually change my mind..

seriously?

who do you think you are...? oh gosh... did i mislead you to think that you're actually something in my life?

im so sorry.. but get the fuck out of my life...

i die my problem..

you're not even perfect yourself.. so why don't you go fix yourself first before you talk to me...

has anyone have those kinda thoughts before? one reason why i have to keep reminding myself to stay away.. being selfish is awesome.. but i think i've forggoten it quite some time now... so forgive me if i don't give any damn anymore.. i just don't wanna get into busybody trouble..

-JaNe-

2011-11-27T15:25:00.001Z

IM SO SURE THEY'VE FUCKED!

back then

2011-11-24T13:41:00.000Z

what i've been through.. and what i've became right now.. i guess most girls from my hometown goes through this path huh.. some like me, changed.. but some still remains..

its the time where all girls from strict surveillance from their parents finally broke free.. no more curfews, no more restrains.. where you can lie and no one will know.. when you're on your own without knowing what you're doing..

bunch of us girls went to taylors.. and this is all that i remember.. i cc all night long, drinking almost every week, learnt pool and foosball, feeling really cool, feeling naughty, feeling socially expert, where everyone's a friend.. never say no to any requests from any friends just to be the outgoing one, spending all the money to join in the fun.. to sometimes look rich as well.. got a boyfriend? oh god.. staying over friend's place and never wanna stay home alone.. and some of my friends even end up piercing tongue/nose/ multiples on ear/belly//etc.. some got tattoos.. some goes clubbing every thursday and saturdays.. why? cause every thing we do, we'll be posting all the pictures of every step every single thing we did on facebook/ my space/ blogs and whatever wherever we can think of to tell the world, how awesome our life is then... pictures.. where they wear hot clothings, pictures with a bunch of guys holding cigarettes, kissing girls

(omg, seriously? girls kissing girls in a club and take pictures and post them up online? that's like hey, i just got drunk and im cool enough to be a lesbo, kissed a girl and wants to turn all you guys out there on ) are you seriously that desperate.. sorry, i never understood that concept..

just so you know, if everytime your horny mind wants to turn guys on, you kiss a bitch, you have a very high chance of getting hepatitis A,B and D. and the amount of bacteria in there.. GOD BLESS YOU ALL~~~

i know it's nice doing all that.. feeling really outgoing and having lotsa friends... it feels real good.. but trust me... mua? been there done that.. now that i'm back to the normal life, not that im not having fun, just not that extreme where you call it "just having some fun".. i totally forgot how it was like back then.. and have no intentions at all to be that person again.. yes, its true i've no much friends now.. but im clear.. if that's what i'll need to sacrifice to get where i am now.. then i'll rather be alone..

sometimes, just sometimes.. i wish i could've erased everything i've done wrong.. im so sorry..

wow.. 3 years ago i actually still look the same.. well, i was way way stupid-er though..

-JaNe-

good morning vietnam!

2011-11-15T09:59:00.006Z

we actually went! my mum planned for this trip excluding me at the beginning.. but somehow thanks to mahsa's awesome five days holiday just for hari raya haji made it possible for me to go, and hunny actually went to! so yea, family + hunny.. i got nothing else to complain.. although there weren't anything at all to buy in vietnam.. no shopping at all..@.@ and the air asia plane there.. OMFG... so not comfy... T.T but it was because of me they had to take air asia, its the only plane flying to vietnam on friday.. so yea, not gonna complain either... oh wait, i just did.. hrmmm...

oh well.. so, it was a trip to hanoi and halong bay for only 4 days 3 nights.. yea, a short trip.. everyday was travelling.. in the bus and the plane.. but it was something new.. the trip actually brought me to seeing things differently again.. life's so short.. we must travel everywhere to see all wonders of the world!

wasssup people..~!

the fail sunrise view on halong bay.. can't see anything cus the clods were too thick...-.-

its called. the dương vật.. in one of the world heritage centre.. niceeeee..

muah muah<3

fav picture! with ah zen face.. haha..

my darling mummyyy.....

the very unruled traffic in vietnam.. im sure everyone's heard about it before..

oh, their favourite hang out spot.. sit on the short stool beside the road.. and drink coffee or eat noodle soup... what a life... ^^

us in the hotel... 5 star..2 sakais getting excited. haha..

lotus flower buffet restaurant that fails?

its a classic in every tour that they'll bring you to one of these restaurants...

hunnyberry!

and us.. in ho chi minh memorial park.. he's some god of vietnam there..

oh well..

can't wait for the next penang trip..! for new year~~ wohhooooo!

-JaNe-

thanks.=)

2011-11-02T15:36:00.007Z

the last 500days with you were the best days that i could ever have. getting closer to you every single step of the way, knowing you more and more makes me love you even more crazily.. you made me do things i never thought i'm capable of and eat things that i once thought it was disgusting.

you changed me.. i don't know what people think but i sure do love this new me right now. and it's all because of you.. 1<3 u!

I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.

- From The Notebook <--- BEST MOIVE EVER!

-JaNe-

real

2011-10-31T11:54:00.004Z

there is always this one person in the class that everyone dislikes..

someone told me that when i was young.. and i've always been afraid to be that one person. until today, i still do. maybe because of that, i tend to try my best to keep everyone in the class to not hate me.. and thus, i guess.. i learnt to be fake.

so fake, i'll still say "nice new hairstyle" when its not.

telling them it's ok, everything's gonna be fine, when they were in deep shit.

hugging them and say i'll miss you when i don't even like that person.

and worst of all, i tend to blend myself into the group of people that im hanging out with.

into something they will like. something not me.

my friend once told me that i have different character/personality when im with different people. and when both groups of people are in front of me, i'll tend to choose the character the friend i favour more of to like me. im not sure if you're getting this but just try to dig with me here now alright.. =)

i told my mum about it and said that i hate myself for being so fake. and she told me "everyone has to be fake to survive, but just don't be over-the-limit-fake.." (did not really help but i try to put that in mind) so yea, i continued faking.. all the way till today.. pretty sick of it everytime i think about it.. i think i have so many different characters i lost the real me?.

the happy, smiling, friendly me?

or the jealous, moody, quiet me.. cus that's who i was during my early age..

so im sorry if you don't like me because im not myself.. i've tried to be as real as i can.. but of course, i can only do that on certain friends.. forgive me if you saw the contradicting me trying to please everybody.. but instead understand me.. for i am very certain, whoever you are, you're not that real yourself.. =P

-JaNe-

happy deepavali!

2011-10-30T14:26:00.008Z

deepavali is over, so is the holiday. -sad.. but oh well, the good side is i'll get to see my friends again (love!), do the dentures that hurts my hands and back and listen to lecturers talking for hours and hours.. whole year timetable is out and damn i do not like it at all... oh, back to the topic.. my indian classmates were so nice to organize a deepavali party for the whole class.. it was kinda sad in the beginning cus there was only handful of us? maybe because the location is right beside One Utama at 7pm, on a friday night.. and it was raining like crap.. in another word, the jam destroyed the beginning part of the party.. see that shit right there.. but only at the beginning.. if im not wrong its around 9, when everyone came! and yea, we enjoyed it like crazy... =D

so preparation before the party.. we were told to dress indian-ish.. so this is the best i can come up with not enough money for a sari.
ok, i know its kinda fail.. but at least i tried! =P

group picture..! that scout boy right there went for the wrong theme.. so forgive him k.. HAHAHA..

we actually chose the same pic for our wallpaper. love!<3

oh, and food!! awesomeeee.... its all vegetarian, not really my type.. but its spicy! so yea, me likey allot!

and in the car, with nic, rh and yalda..

see that dot on my head? wah! damn hard to find that kind of sticker.. shieet.. i went to the nail art shop, handphone accesory shop, accesories shop and guess where i found it.. in popular! who would've thought about it.. -.-

and the boys go.. allahlahlalala..! hahaha..

and as for the rest of the class..
the hotties!

from left.. nurul, sharon, meiyun, alia and tanusha.

and that was jaron, our class rep after his awesome speech by saying "so people, now lets eat this shiet.." LOL

izzah in the middle

tiviya, suwen and arvinder..

and lots more names.. sorry, malas..

the best part of the party.. i still haven't get the pictures yet though.. the boys performing for us.. and we end up having a little dance party in that small place itself.. arvinder was super awesome leading us with the indian dance..=D if im free i might update the pictures that i'll soon get from my friends..

oh, and mean mean lecturers did not come for the party.......(and they didn't even call to say that they're not coming! -.-) booooooo to all of you.. calling yourself profesionals, don't even know what manners is all about.. hmmph!>.<

only prof mehboob came.

WE LOVE YOU PROF!

-JaNe-

kl night

2011-10-21T10:36:00.000Z

first time our whole group when to kl for dinner.. right after our finals last month.. and as expected, we were crazy! and craaazzyyyyy!

i'll let the pictures do the talking...=D

(the following pictures are taken in starhill and are arranged chronically reversed)

my favourite.. HAHAHA..

^.^

slut faces...

yes, this is where people walk around.

HAHAHA.. favourite no.2

slut poses and face..

and we also did some planking that night..

lets see, we've got.........

group planking

vertical planking

sudden planking

and even hollow planking!=)

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and below are more disciplined behaviour pictures..

love you guys!

HOT HOT HOT

NOT HOT NOT HOT NOT HOT..

hahaha..

look at the way nic smile.. its so from-the-heart right? awwwww~~~~~

loves*

oh god..

lololol.....

oh, starhill btw.. didn't i mention that already? #.#

and favourite no.3!

perfect night! without a drop of alcohol and we were all drunk and happy...^.^

people don't need friends to survive.. but friends like that? you won't wanna miss it..

-JaNe-

how to organize your accesories

2011-10-17T10:05:00.007Z

do you have lotsa accesorries dumped into a box? all tangled together.. so mixed up you're so lazy to find and choose one by one? especially when you're in a rush for a special occasion, where in the end you'll just grab the ones at the most surface and end up repetitively wearing the few same thing in most occasions, even in class? well i know few people who has that problem.. one of them is me myself. =)

so how do you organize them......?

easy!

all you need is this!

the command brand general hooks. and they're damage free!

i should get paid for this type of advertising..=P

i chose this size cus it was the smallest and cheapest. 20 hooks only for RM10.70.!

but if you want something more stable, they have different sizes as well~~

you can use them to hang it on the walls.. but thats kinda boring..

so hang them on your dressing table instead.. around the mirror..~~=D

WHY??

because......

1. it decorates the mirror naturally.

2. it will 100%-ly not harm your wall

3. you can put your makeup on while choosing which earring to wear.(saves time)

4. you can see generally what type of accessory your lacking and will not buy the same type over and over again.!(saves money)

i love my room so much more!

i've been ignoring all my accesories for a long time now..
some i even forgotten that i bought them..

but now, i can change one everyday! yippeeeeee~~~~^.^

-JaNe-

arghhhh!

2011-10-12T09:49:00.006Z

wow, im back!

but im so sorry.. 1st post of my 3rd year in dentistry is a 'un-understandable' post. i tried telling what my mum always tells me.. learn to forgive and forget. so ya, i did it.. but the moment im back here.. HOLY SHIT! rage is back.. oh wait, that's right.. cause the bitch is back... mtfk#@%$^*(%$%#?/

selfish son of a bitch... im sorry for all the cursings.. but arghhhhh.... i wanna just get you out of my lifee! ding ding! *light bulb* i know just what to do. stay tune for my evil plan people.~~=D

oh and one thing i learn from my friends and even i myself do it.. friends who does not find/call/sms/fb msg/ mms you will not do that out of no where unless they have something they need from you. so if you're happy that you're long lost friend just so happen to msg/call you.. don't pick up if you don't know how to reject favours. of course, when they need you they'll say nice things and bla bla bla.. and you'll think..

"oh, its nothing.. at least he'll still think of me as the friend who helped him/her"

im so sorry to tell, but you will be forgotten immediately.. trust me.. he might talk to you just to not make himself look like a jerk/asshole/shithole after you've helped.. and just when you NEED his help. you will have to beg for it.. oh god...

lesson 101 : never ever believe son of bitches.. cus since their mum is one, they're no where better either.

i've learnt this the hard way.. TWICE.. so friends out there, if you try to use me for any reason, go screw yourself.. cus im not the same now, i know how to reject.. thanks to two mtfk's of my life, i know how to say NO.

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and holiday! went to perhentian, dealed with ANOTHER mtfk of my house (damn, there's so many of them everywhere).. and i finished my 2nd year of dentistry.. currently on 3rd year.. will elaborate on them soon.=)

now, im going to treat real life patients!! i think i'll be starting in a few weeks time.. so exited! so anyone feels like having a dental check up, for free.. i think.. or maybe 10 bucks.. feel free to register in mahsa dental clinic in pusat bandar damansara, block E, 3rd or 6th floor..
don't know where is it? its on top of HELP college! call me or you can ask around.. and remember, even if its not free, rm10 is really really cheap!!

-JaNe-

reality check

2011-07-29T18:51:00.003Z

http://iamsoawesome.wordpress.com/2011/07/30/bullshit-thing-women-say/

*like like like like*

people/guys/boys/men/dudes who are dating kl girls(no offense) READ THAT PLEASE...

-JaNe-

2011-07-27T16:06:00.002Z

we'll party after this k?

7/8/2011

whatever the results is..

lets do this!!!!

-JaNe-

mix and match

2011-07-22T06:24:00.004Z

a fake and a denier does not make a match.. someone selfish and another ego does not make a match.. a secretive person and a pessimist does not go along.. it's weird how hard people try so hard to go along with one another.. it's like forcing a guy to wear heels and walk around the mall for 1 hour.. it'll just end up with shame, pain, and most of all.. ugliness.

so, im not going to waste your time reading this listening to me complaining all the way..today, i shall give suggestions instead..

lets see,

if you're a faker.. so fake, you don't even know which is the real you.. try someone.. honest.. one that will shoot right at your face that you're not being you everytime you're faking.. you might not like it at first, but that person will definitely make you a better person..

if you're always in denial.. find someone.. hrmm.. fun.. the one that will force you out of your misery.. bring you out and show you the world.. that its not that bad facing your problems.. all you need, is some balls..

for the selfish ones.. you need a whatever partner.. so you can do anything and he/she will just go whatever.. you'll be happy being able to do what you want, and he'll be happy doing whatever..

the selfish and the whatever.. PERFECT!

ego? find a confident partner.. someone to show you that you can be so confident in whatever you do, whoever you are, that you don't need to show off, don't have to always think what people are thinking about you, afraid that you're being sakai.. just be yourself and yet you will still be look up to by everyone else..

the secretive species should go with.. someone talkative.. and trustable.. to make you feel that he/she is not trying to dig your secrets.. instead, they're just there to share thoughts, exchange stories, and will not tell anyone else about you're so-called secrets..

last but not least.. the pesimist.. this i think.. you should find someone even more pessimist than you.. or less pessimist.. if your partner is the more pessimist type, instead of wanting people to comfort you, you'll want to comfort him/her instead.. and by doing so, you'll definitely feel better of yourself.. and if your partner is the less pessimist type, he/she will comfort you, in which, you'll feel better..

and to those of you who's partner is a major pessimist, you might wanna try out this way to et him out of it..

haha.. this is really random.. im just too bored and i seriously can't study anymore.. every hour, i go online for 45 minutes and 15 minutes on studying...-.-

-JaNe-

2011-07-19T13:26:00.002Z

i have so much to update! so much to rant about. but got no time. wtf#%^$@#!*&*!!!!!!!!!!

i hate examssss... im definitely not gonna do well this time so.. and therefore, i hate exams even more!!!!!

3 more years to go? maybe four la..
join the juniors? wow, that would be great...

-JaNe-

examia syndrome

2011-07-14T17:25:00.005Z

examia. definition - is a syndrome you have when your finals are coming soon..

etiology? - the exams.

also, organisms like staphylo-suarticoccus, manjitogans, vijayaceae, and maanoginosa worsens the condition.

clinical features - big eye backs, sinunitis, cough, fever, cerebral edema, pancytopenia, dyspnea, meningitis, cerebellar herniation, hypertension, pale, cold, and clammy skin.

treatment- symptomatic.. the moment exam is over, its gone. unless you're dead that is.

yea, that's what i've learnt guys.. thanks allot.

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i can't help it but to be more and more active in facebook during exam times.

and blogging too..

this is just too much to handle..

i HAVE to do something to calm myself down.

im sorry all my posts are only words of emo-ness..

wait till after exam..

i'll party like theres no tommorow..

after this one year of full blasting of shits everyday..

i am going to have all the fun i can..... i promise myself that everyday..

i just read 9 topics of bull crap.. another four this morning.. and 5 more later.. that makes a total of 18 lectures a day? and its 1.30am now.. it makes a miracle to say that i even remember 1/4 of what i read. this is stupid and a waste of time.. i know.. im just doing this to overcome the guilt..

regrets.. regrets... why didn't i start studying earlier... why?

anger anger.... why can't the fucking lecturers particularly only 2 of them, give us a better complete simple lecture notes.. and ask only what they taught!

frustrations.. i don't have a 100gb memory.. how did the seniors did it?!

depression.. feel like dying?

i want my meow meow with me now.. i know she'll get to calm me down.. i know she can. i miss you... i miss you allot.. please come back.. i know you're on your way now.. i'll leave the door open for you.. i'll wait.. i know you will...

sorry for the randomness..

jane is out!

f*** this shieeeet.

....

kubler-ross model

2011-07-13T02:29:00.004Z

also known as the 5 stages of grieve. there are only two types of people who goes through grieve. the ones who knows that they're about to die and the ones who just found out that someone close to them just passed away.

these stages, also known as DABDA, includes.......

stage 1: DENIAL ---for those who's going to die - " i'm ok, it's just a small fever, this can't be happening"

---for those who just lost someone - "they must've called the wrong number, this must be some kind of prank. the doctor must've mistaken something.."

stage 2: ANGER --those who are dying - "why does it have to be me?? i've done nothing wrong! god's not fair!"

--those who lost someone - "it must be the his fault. it must be something/someone who did this. i hate her! this can't just happen!"

stage 3 : BARGAINING -- the ones dying - " just let me live till i get married. i'll do anything, just few more years please. i'll do anything"

-- the ones who lost someone - " just bring her back to life. you can take mine instead. just let me have one more hour with him. please. just let me say goodbye."

stage 4 : DEPRESSION -- those who are dying - "who cares? why bother going for treatment? im going to die anyway.. i can't do anything, why live?

-- those who lost someone - i might as well die with her. life's no meaning without him anymore.. he was my life. what am i going to do without her now?

and only for those who survived stage 4 will proceed to stage 5

stage 5 : ACCEPTANCE - those dying - "its fine. if im going to die, i better make the rest of my life worth it then, i better use all the time i have left with my loved ones"

-those who lost someone - "im sure she wants me to live happily. i should do whatever he always wants me to do. i need to be strong. i need to get back up.. for her."

going through these stages is as bad as going through hell. and im sure some of you have gone through this. if not, i pray that you won't ever have to. but somehow, everyone, will have to go through this. its part of growing up, no?

is life really so depressing? if so, is life really a torture? did we really come hear to pay back our sins?

if anyone of you are going through this because you just lost someone right now. don't worry, you'll be fine.. you're not alone.. just go through all these and life will return back to normal. it's wrong to forget them, i know.. it's impossible to forget them. they are, and will be in our memories forever.. but we don't cry and want to die for them everyday.. life still have to go on. taking your own life away just because you're depressed is stupid. life's short enough that none of us are having enough time to do what we should do.. it's good to take a break from this world for a few months.. but not too long of course..

keep a piece of them in your heart.. leave that part of them in you alive.. whatever you do, think of it as to make them proud.. to make them happy.. keep their spirit alive.. keep their goals and dreams alive.

stay strong. stay alive.

-JaNe-

aihhhhhh

2011-07-07T12:23:00.002Z

plans might just backfire sometimes..

don't be so confident every time you plan something.

it might be a failure.

*knocks head on the wall*

sometimes, people just don't get it.. =.=

don't they..?

*praying for myself for the years to come*

lesson learnt:

always leave a small path for any decisions you make.. for if just in case it doesn't work, you won't be at a point of no return..

conclusion is, live with it. focus on exams and whatever happens shall happen.. ouh well~~ aihhhhhhhhh..

-JaNe-

catch another!

2011-07-05T13:36:00.004Z

being in a relationship is about give and take. all about tolerance. about sharing.. good or bad times. about joining two total stranger's lives into one. to be cared and to care.. to be loved and to love. it's about showing you're one true self to that one person only. no secrets. no boundaries. no barrier/wall whatsoever. being in a relationship is far more complicated than simple. it has many definition that no poets or scholars or whatever human being on this world can define it in one.

LOVE. you don't try to love the person, it'll just end up being comfortable. not that comfy is a bad thing.. being comfortable with each other plainly simple. but its definitely not exciting, there's no sparks.. just being in a comfort of someone around you is more of a get-used-to.. people often get so comfy with each other that they forget its not love. love might also turn into the comfy stage.. mostly it will.. if there's a spark from the start, even if you've lost it.. sometimes it might just come back. but, if there weren't even anything from the beginning, how can anything happen? you should love the person more as you get to know the person.. if you get more confused as you guys get along.. you should really know what to do..

going with the flow.. this phrase is bullshit.. said my hunnie. he once told me, that if you're being flushed by a strong current, instead of trying to save yourself, you said.. LETS GO WITH THE FLOW.. you'll flow alright.. you'll flow right into the sea of deep shit.!

being close to each other is good.. being comfortable is good. but always, never be too much of any of that. you'll still have to put effort all the time.. no holding back even for one week.. try sparking things up once in a while.. be mysterious at times.. surprise each other..! knowing every detail of each other is good.. but having days of he/she not knowing what you're gonna do next will definitely decrease the rate of boredom towards each other.. never be too busy for you're relationship.. unless you wanna flow to the sea again of course..

a relationship is build by trust. but trusting a person completely is stupid though..

a relationship is like a building a skyscraper.. you have to build one floor at a time from the ground.. it takes sweat and tears.. or tears and blood, whatever.. you can't decrease any material to build it for it might just collapse. you need to design it, as interesting as you have to put effort in cleaning it, updating it for it might just be another rundown building.. make it as tough as you can, for when planes (note the s) crash into it(like the 911 incident), it will still stand strong and proud.. there might be a few scratches here and there, but a little repair will do the trick..

im not saying this based on 'i think my relationship is perfect'. every relationship has its problem.. but you don't fix them.. cause some problems are just not meant to be solved. so you're only left with two choices.. dump or jump.. i mean.. dump or stay.. if you think he/she is worth accepting and living with the problem.. then go ahead.! but if you're still considering.. after years.. and yet still considering.. then dude, you should really just let go.. or be gay..

you might wanna put yourself into Alice's shoes.. when you fall into a rabbit's hole, a dark deep hole.. instead of trying to hold on to it.. let go! you might just fall into a world of wonderland~~

staying on a relationship just because you wanna gain some benefit from it is stupid. you're basically a commensal. there is NO love between a shark and a fish. if you get what i mean.

when you doubt your relationship.. you should never ever even go on.! DUH. flush it down the toilet.

-JaNe-
+
for the first time,
nUAhs wEIl

michelle's 21st

2011-07-04T09:49:00.006Z

just a little update.. okay, i know this is quite some time ago.. but oh well, i still have to blog about it..=P my dear dear michelle wong finally reached 21. not that she's mentally mature now, never.. but well, she's an adult now. haha.. ok, happy belated birthday stupid girl..=) so, i did not go for her party thanks to competency test and microbio test. but thank god i manage to go for her birthday dinner + i get to meet caroline tsau! ok, we practically did nothing but talk, eat, and do some cathcing up on each other's life that night so im not gonna describe much here. pictures pictures..~

so there's the birthday girl and her "baby", ckc. haha!=P

oh ya, look at the lobster she's eating.. OMFG huge right??!

and yes, she did not finish it.. as always..

me and carol..

finally i get to see her after like erh... almost 2 years now??@.@

oh, my favourite dish.. i don't know whats this.. but its freaking awesome!

some dory fish i think? or maybe just some random fish..

owh! and guess who we saw that night?!

its paul moss!!

ok, i know most of you do not know who's that.. he's one of the judge on malaysian idol~~~

the one on the right.

can't tell if my picture is really him? look carefully...

he's right.... over.... there....

and before being the idol judge thingy, he was actually in a band called fan club.

some 80's shit..

HAHA..

stupid pathology test just got postponed to this friday.. therefore, my draggy life goes on........

and on..

and on.......

-JaNe-

life sucks. part ONE.

2011-07-02T04:49:00.004Z

happy birthday papa!

im sorry my life suck so bad that when i wanna go back kuantan for your birthday despite all those tests and pbl, MY F***ING EYE just HAVE to go EDEMATOUS.... =.=

just in case you do not know how an edematous eye look like..

no, im not going to put a picture of my edematous eyes up here. but it looks exactly like the above picture. only that mine is one sided.. wtf right?!

i can't even walk out of that room with that thing on my face..

arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! and it's still there.. even after 24 hours of me putting the cream.!!!!

oh, if you're wondering why im raging over a post about my dad's birthday, its because my dad doesn't read my blog so i'll leave all the words i have to say to him privately.=)

-JaNe-

2011-06-29T12:52:00.002Z

people on facebook i do not understand.

(the following people i mean are general, and not specific.. so don't get offended or whatsoever cause some of them i even mean me. yes, i do not get me sometimes.)

person no1: they HAVE to tag SOMEONE on every status update on facebook

person no2: being proud of their boyfriend being a badass or sometimes being a nothing (psssst : him driving 300km/hr is not something to be proud of eh?)

person no1, 2, and 3: how can they be so different online and in person

person no3: i get it that you adore yourself being hot and all.. but isn't putting 500 pictures of just you on fb alone too much?

person no4: which part of showing off naked parts of your NOT-HOT body as profile picture is attractive??

person no 5 - infinity: no one wants to know what you're doing or where you are every single second! therefore, i do not get foursquare.

person no6 and 7: they like to discuss stuff on comments. 70 comments just on where/when/what time they're going out...=.=

person no6 : when people ask a question, a serious question. not questions like, "is it me, or my eyes are really nice.." but questions like, "is transformer out yet?" its either answer or don't answer. liking it does not make any freaking sense at all!

person no8 : they who go to 10 of their friend's wall and write.. oohhh.. i miss you so muchh...>.< instead of msging them---> how are you.

person no9: writing single letter words for status update. its a STATUS UPDATE, NOT words that's coming out of your mind update...=.=

person no1.5: making fun of their boyfriend/girlfriend in public

person no2 : updating their relationship status right after they breakup. as if its something so much to be proud of. sympathy-seeking people.....

person no4 : narcistic people who will and always will only talk about themselves

person 7: people who can befriend someone and seem so close on facebook does not even say more than hello when they meet in real life.

person no5 : write updates which people WILL NOT understand so other people will have to ask.. for example -----> ouch OR now i know. what is that suppose to mean??!!!!

i guess that's about it.. im sorry if you feel that one of them is you.. i tried not to make it that obvious. really, i tried. =)

-JaNe-

awesome weekend!

2011-06-28T08:40:00.005Z

finally, we have a one week break of NO exams.... omg. i know those of you who are not taking this course with me is thinking that im making a big deal out of this, but seriously... i AM really really really busy. and the only time where i can be free, or want to be free. i'll just go out with whoever's with me. cus i really can't afford to do plans for im scared i'll end up ffk-ing you guys. you would understand right? it's not that i don't love you guys.. i do. i just wish i can find some time out of all this but.. finals is in a months time.. so YAY!

ok, too out of topic. as i was saying, was free for the past half weekend? so went out for movie, and last monday was my one year with hunnie! pictures time..~~!

@midvalley

with me, shanon, shaun and jess...=)

see the picture on the lower left? thats the second picture with the same post from last year..

some things, never change..

lol

oh we went to the arcade and played pool while waiting for the movie time..

me miss pool!!!!

i wanna do it again.=(

fail! the plot is so simple.. not much of actions.. no awesome moments/lines..

but, somehow, i enjoyed it.^^

and theres food of course..=)

and as for my one year with hunny..

we didn't plan anything much.. cause like i said, we're very busy..

+, there's tutorial the next day... aihhhh.

so, we had our breakfast @kafe dua musim. right under my block..

and we did prostho for the whole freaking day.. until 6.30pm..@.@ i know right.

yea, we practically had no time whatsoever to do anything that day. then, we came up with this plan of him decorating the room, and i do the cooking.. for our homemade candle light dinner..

cost was very very cheap! me likey..~~

tadaaa!!! nice right? we even had a champagne bottle look alike(it's a grape juice) free from redbox!

and dinner was served... by me~!

theres korean ramen soup (it doesn't matter even if it's an instant noodle k)

tuna sandwich

popiah, compliments from rh

and dessert was oreo cheesecake and choc indulgence, from yalda..^^

there you go! two happily well fed student with the most romantic surrounding ever.

since everything was mostly pre-paid, we didn't really spend more than rm5 that day.

hah! who say you can't have an awesome date without money...

all you need is...

this! hehehehehe...

oh, and guess what.. we went back to study after that.. life is awesome isn't it..=.=

i shall, for the first time end my post with a camwhore pic of mine that i think i look nice in...

ss much? i like la!

-JaNe-

dentistry

2011-06-26T05:53:00.003Z

i guess i've never talked about my course seriously before. so this is it. anyone who's interested in taking dentistry in mahsa university college.. this is what you'll have to consider before u decide.

1. you'll have to be ready for last minute changes. EVERYTHING is last minute.

2. you'll have to be able to take up the stress of failing. over and over again.

3. you'll need to be strong enough to withstand shoutings and feeling stupid all the time. not that i've encountered so, but i've heard them. from the seniors..=)

4. will you have a life? for the first year, yes. but as it goes on... it'll dissapear.

5. ready to pay "saman" if you're gonna have a car. for there will be no illegal parking space. NONE.

6. if you're gonna take the bus transport provided. good luck~

7. those who plans to stay in the hostel. this is the best part. you must be a person who loves cockroaches to love that place.

8. food's the most important thing? its fine. but for five years? have fun..

9. be ready to give up on all you're clothes. and buy only formal clothes. oh wait, let me be a little specific on this. the mahsa dental faculty definition of formal is, no sleeveless, no cleavage, no dresses, not even formal dresses, not even below the knees skirts, no open toe shoes, no flowered closed shoes, no high heels, no whatsoever hairstyle for the guys, and of course, best is.. you wear a baju kurung.

10. if you're not good at tolerating stupid behaviours. trust me, you'll have to. cause you'll be classmates for five years. and everyone will need any help that you can get. so best is. no enemies. and that's the most fucked up part. however much you hate the person. you'll have to smile at him/her (her in my case) everyday in class........@.@

11. if you're ready to see lecturers going against each other. lecturers being bias. no ideal system. where the highest authority on the faculty doesn't give a shit about the students. if you enjoy the laziness of the faculty staff, how retardedly retarded they are. stupidness of the lab assistant. then yes, mahsa's the best choice.

the above are all facts. note that, THEY ARE ALL REAL TRUE FACTS OF MAHSA.

but you'll get through them. nothing biggy. cause at the end of the day, you'll have you're friends to complain to. you classmates to share you're burden. laugh about it. get angry about it. and cry about it. there's also a handful of awesome lecturers to make life there less sucky. so don't worry. you'll live.

-JaNe-

gorilla?

2011-06-25T08:23:00.002Z

he said im huge. tough. big. and i look like a gorilla.

i was this. exactly two years ago..

and i lost 10kg after that..

and now..

its going back up again...T.T

i don't wanna be a gorilla again.......!!!!!

god, i wish all food just taste like shit. then i can loose as much kg's as i wish...

-JaNe-

wtf

2011-06-14T13:37:00.002Z

there are so many special people in your life. choose one, for they are not special if there's more than one.. isn't it?

don't judge if you do not know what the person's thinking.. always, learn how to judge yourself first.

pardon me if im emo, stupid people just keep hurting me..

i know no one understands this, but dun ask.. for i will not answer...

and yes, i am talking about you.

-JaNe-

2011-06-03T10:46:00.002Z

what people portray in the outside does not say what they're feeling.

because some, they're just forced to hide their expressions to keep people around them happy.

-JaNe-

2011-05-31T07:17:00.003Z

i was so tired from prostho class yesterday. so weak.

my legs were in pain.

muscles aching.

and i still did not manage to finish it.

went home, and fell sick after dinner.

today morning, i had swollen eyes. and yes it's possible to get it through flu, because of your nasolacrimal duct.

and anyway, my eyes was so swollen and ugly, i did not even dare to look at myself,

while i had no energy to do anything else at all,

but still,

one small part of me,

a very little portion of me,

is SO DAMN HAPPY.!! why???!!!!

becauseeeee..............

.................

............

.......

...

THE FUCKING BITCH IS OFFICIALLY OUT OF MY HOUSE...!!!! WOHOOOOO~~~!!!!

and because of that, life is officially awesome.

-JaNe-

=)

2011-05-30T09:23:00.002Z

yesterday was a happy day.

i saw a 50+ year old man,

holding his wife's hand,

crossing the road,

chasing after the leaving bus,

and they were laughing.

yesterday was a happy day.

i saw a father,

sticking two fries into his son's mouth,

so that he'll look like a vampire,

and they were laughing.

yesterday was a happy day.

i saw a 5 year old boy,

taking care of his younger sisters,

trying to grab all their hands,

while they're walking in the mall,

and they were laughing.

and Today,

is still a happy day.

i saw him walking towards me,

holding the mcD paper bags,

he looked at me,

and smiled at me. =)

thanks for the past 336 days of happiness you gave me. i never stopped being grateful that i had you by my side every second. and i know i can never ask for more. i <3 u.

-JaNe-

stupid faces

2011-05-24T13:13:00.004Z

behold.. this is what we do when we're alone in the room.. the following pictures might be a little freaky.. some might find it disgusting.. but to me, these are super memorable..=) so bare with it if you must.. laugh with me if you can...

oh and to those who wants to see my face without makeup.. THIS IS your chance..

p:s - this will be the one and only time you'll see me posting ugly pictures of me.. for i'll never do it again.. sorry, i am vain..

...

READY............?

SURE............................?

ALRIGHT THEN........................................

ENJOY...

my hunnydarling..=)

and me

and again

hahaha.. my favourite..

oh how can we miss out chubby!!

one happy family..=)

<3

-JaNe-

d.i.y 3D angel

2011-05-22T13:41:00.005Z

ok, few months ago, i made this paper clay angel for my mum's birthday.. i delayed it for a few weeks late though..>.< but oh well, she loves it.. =P

4 steps! to make a paper clay angel... =)

first, buy the clay...hehehe..

mould it, into...

this.

use you're carving knives to cut out excess areas...

can't see much difference from the front.. cus most of the carvings were done at the back..=P

and the last step.. PAINT IT! =)

ok, i suck at this stage.. so.. here goes~~!

tadaaa!! like i told you.. suck right? the face kinda failed badly.. T.T

but nevermind.. like i said.. my mum loves it!

and it's definitely better then my first attempt 3D angel i tried...

HAHAHA...=P

and look! she's placed right on top of my mum's dressing table.. =)

ouh, and with the extra mould.. i made an angry pig for shaun too.. lol..

-JaNe-

fixing it

2011-05-22T05:48:00.004Z

people always like to try to work out their relationships.. why? cause nobody wants to be lonely.. but just so you know.. fixing relationships are for old couples, working couples.. who are so busy with their life, they neglected their partner and soon they forgot how much they love each other.. and when they want to remember how how much love they use to have for each other.. THATS when they'll fix their relationship..

but for some idiotic couples.. they start off not really understanding each other.. then they'll say.. try first, see how.. and when they're use to each other.. one, normally the girl.. will always find fights with the guy.. why? cause obviously, they're not happy! then when they fight so often, they'll say.. we'll have to try to work this out.. we have to fix our relationship.. try to understand each other more.. but hey, you can't make things right when everything is already wrong from the beginning!

and when you tell them the truth.. they'll tell you that they should fight for each other.. fight for love.. fight for hapiness.. hello~~~? you only fight for love when you love the person and he/she doesn't love you back.. not fight yourself to love that person.. how can you say you love him/her when you don't even understand him/her.. oh dear stupids, if you always fight, and fight for the same reasons over and over again.. its either he/she doesn't get/understand you.. or your lovely partner is just not putting any effort in your relationship.. then why bother fighting?? =.=

and they'll complain to their friends.. how idiotic their partner is.. bla bla bla.. and when you tell them, its time to let him/her go.. they'll say.. "but actually.. he/she is not that bad.. i will not give up on him/her so easily.." to the stupids, just one word for you.. go get a life...

but hey, who am i to judge people's relationship.. oh well~~~~~

a little quote form somewhere i read,

love is effortless, you don't search for it. you only work for love to make it last. not make it happen.

-JaNe-

2011-05-11T16:56:00.004Z

being back in my hometown is always the best.. even if i do nothing there.. there won't be one second i won't wanna go home if i have the chance.. i just don't get how people who have the chance to go home, but they still choose not to.. i mean, what can be more important than spending that one second with you're family?

the few pictures we took there.. haha.. i have no idea why, but when im having fun, i just can't seem to remember taking pictures anymore... T.T

-JaNe-

GUESS

2011-05-11T15:42:00.000Z

because of its meaning of the picture.. i can only post it here..

a picture made up of :-

2 x

from jess

-JaNe-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2011-05-10T09:10:00.003Z

we see pain everywhere... you can see them in people's eyes that you walk pass by everyday.. everyone gets hurt someday.. but somehow.. people tend to forget pain as time goes along.. that's where we get hurt over and over again.. cus we never remind ourselves how pain it was the first time..

-JaNe-

cooking!

2011-05-09T13:25:00.000Z

love is like cooking.. you just have to mix and match everything.. if it fits, you'll have an awesome meal.. if it doesn't, then it fails... but you'll still eat it right? if its not that bad, and you haven't found a better recipe yet.. you'll still continue cooking the same thing and eat it over and over again.. till you get so used to it, it feels weird not eating it.. well people, we shouldn't do that.. the moment you put it in your mouth and it doesn't feel awesome.. spit it out.. throw it away... go buy mcD... or starve.. don't be afraid of starving.. it's not that bad.. don't force it to BE ok, you won't be satisfied even after you've finished your meal.. life is so short.. go get the right recipe before you eat.! but hey, who am i to tell you that's not the right dish for you.. you should know yourself better.. no one, not even the closest person will know, not even the dish you cook will know if you really like it or not... you can fool others, but you can never fool yourself.. but i know! and i've seen so many people, trying to live in denial.. telling themselves that its ok, i must try to love it.. it might work out.. seriously?? it'll just end up being a disaster.. trust me.. even if you survived eating that dish till you're 40. you'll still somehow stop eating it one day..

HAHAHA.. ok, i know thats one whole load of crap to you.. but it makes sense to me.. =P

-JaNe-

30 before 30.

2011-05-07T11:45:00.004Z

ok, so i read somewhere on my friend's blog about a 30 things to do before im 30 program. sounds pretty interesting to me and i think im really going to do this! >.<

so here goes. this is my list.. lets see if i'll suceed in this program.

1. see the sakura flowers

2. sky diving

3. wear a bikini with a bikini body

4. become a dental surgeon

5. earn my first 100k

6. visit the grand canyon

7. play with snow (make a snowman and survive the cold weather)

8. drive from kl to kuantan or the other way round

9. have my own clinic

10. pay a trip for my whole family to somewhere awesome

11. learn how to be a carpenter

12. bungee jump

13. get married

14. be an electrician

15. go for dancing classes (master at least one type of dance)

16. hitch hike for one weekend

17. smash and break something really expensive

18. do something illegal

19. Get something for free through a masterpiece of complaining

20. read a 500 page book in within one week

21. cut my hair till its SHORT

22. watch the sunrise and sunset on the same day with my love

23. watch 30 movies in 3 days

24. ride a horse

25. do charity

26. drive a super super cool car

27. stay in india for at least a month

28. plan a super awesome party

29. eat my top ten favourite food in 2 hours

30. forgive someone i hate

wish me luck!

-JaNe-

meet me

2011-05-03T23:44:00.001Z

i love to drama. the more i say, the less i do.. the more troubles i create.

so, how to be a drama queen? how do you create a drama.? 10 steps!=)

lesson 1 : find something to complain about.

lesson 2 : never ever ever care about anyone. for your own importance is the priority.

lesson 3 : if you wanna make drama, MAKE SURE you have your backup friends to back you up. never do it alone.

lesson 4 : start gossiping. add fire. add oil. add salt. add whatever you need to add to make the situation as bad as possible.

lesson 5 : after doing all that. when havoc's created. act as the victim.

lesson 6 : most important step. go public. update blog/facebook status. and remember. always be the victim.

lesson 7 : when all your friends are talking about it. ACT STUPID.

lesson 8 : when people stopped talking about it. ALWAYS, try to bring the topic back up.

lesson 9 : be a 2 faced bitch/bastard

lesson 10 : when everything's leading to you.. when everything's gonna be blamed on you. CRY/MANJA/SHOW INNOCENT FACE / WATERY EYES/ MERAJUK.. still cannot? admit it.. but admit it in the reluctant way.

why drama always happened around you and you're always involve.? if you always ask people around you or yourself these questions : "why all these things always happen to me 1.. what did i do... i always try not to do anything d.. why they still wanna do this to me... etc. etc "

i have the answer for you.. its because you're a FUCKING DRAMA QUEEN..

so, one little advice for you... GET A LIFE...=.=

-JaNe-

shift

2011-05-01T05:21:00.000Z

fuhhhh!! after the whole one month of preparations.. and the moving here and there and here and there.. its finally overrrrrrr!!!!!!! thanks to JESS, NIC, SHANON, and RH.. we got it done one day earlier.... yay!!

we did not only do the moving ok, we even did painting...@.@ OMFG..

its so tiring.. even airconditioning and fan can't help.. ouh, and look and mine and jess's rubber legs.. smart right.. ^^

too bad i didn't take any pictures when the place is super dirty.. T.T

only had pictures from yesterday..

so, the BEFORE..

and AFTER..

another angle view : the BEFORE..

and AFTER...^^

NICE?!!

ok, my whole day was spent on cleaning and putting everything together.. and settle the room..

but as for the house.. the 3 musketeers cleaned the whole freaking house in 3-4 hours! amazing strength right there... =P

after one year and a half of staying in this house.. ever since the first day i shift in when my kakak helped me clean the whole place till its squeaky clean.. this is the first time i ever got the house cleaned again..

look at that amount of rubbish... @.@

okay.. that was the before...

now.. for the after...

ready??

sure???

here comes..........

the AFTER...

look at THAT! the floor has reflections now... ^^

and once again.. thanks to jess, nic, shanon and rh...

-arigato-

-JaNe-

loves

2011-04-27T07:48:00.010Z

13/4/2011 - his and her 21st

@jarrod and rawlins

with laughter, smiles, whore faces..

friendships and loves..

with party balloons, cakes, and drinks...

pretty pretty ladies

and guys.. =P

what more can you ask for!

CHEERS!

-JaNe-

2011-04-20T23:44:00.001Z

that's it. the end, my dear.

-JaNe-

can't wait..

2011-04-19T14:12:00.004Z

Can't wait for 1st of Mayy!!!!

been getting ready since last month.. OMG OMG OMG! stay tuned for moreeee~~!

(oh god oh god, please don't end of the world on 1st of may.. end of may can ah?)

oh btw, i found a BLACKBERRY today.. and i gave it back.... another good samaritan right there!

the owner asked me if she can give me anything.. me and jess just said "no,no.. its okay.."

damn.. should've ask her to sponsor us a tequila party...>.<

p:s - proud of myself.. ^^ in whatever i did.. i know i know, most of you will just say "sell it! why give it back!!!" right? but if you let me choose again.. i'll redo it 10 more times..

and to those who think that i shouldn't have done what i did?

oh yeah.. FUCK YOU!

love,

-JaNe-

hipocrite

2011-04-11T11:22:00.006Z

some can be so happy with one awesome meal.. but thinking about their weight..

some needs to prove that they're better than others.. cause they need the assurance that they're not so bad after all..

some will be overwhelmed with a free bottle of liquor.. to get everything out of their head..

some chooses proud over happiness.. i don't know why..

some prefer denying their life. cause facing facts are really harsh..

some would be glad whenever they have time to themselves.. just one minute.. that'll be enough..

some hides themselves with a mask..

so no one knows their weak points..

some tries to avoid thinking about the troubles..

for they know what the results will be if they solve it..

some just needs someone whatever the cost is.. everyone knows, being alone is sad..

some wants attention.. so you know..

some tries to give reasons to their actions.. for what they've done or maybe.. what they haven't..

and some.. they just want to feel alive...

which one are you?

everyone has something in life they choose in which they think bring them happiness.. and yea.. so what if they do.. life's full of shit. full of problems.. full of sadness and misery.. everyone has something in them that will make them sad about.. if we were to keep reminding ourselves of these things.. the world will not be whatsoever normal anymore.. for everyone will definitely be crazy.. so who cares if its a diamond ring you need to get you through the day..

if a Chanel bag's what you need to get put a smile on yourself..

if rm200 buffet is what that'll make you think life's worth it..

if ignoring everything for that day is what you need..

then go get it! do it.. it's okay.. you can save that money again.. everything's gonna be fine.. if companion's what you need, then don't bother whatever people say..

don't care what people's judges are.. DO WHAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY..

.................

mmhmmm.. that's what I've been trying to tell myself for the past few hours.. and yet, here i am thinking if i should have my dinner..

-JaNe-

2011-04-10T08:43:00.004Z

i think i killed a snail.

with my heels.

>.<

i know, im a murderer....

r.i.p my dear snail..

im really really sorry........T.T

-JaNe-

d.i.y calendar

2011-04-04T16:25:00.002Z

so, when people are too free.. they'll end up doing things like over sleeping... shopping.. hanging out with friends.. and watching tv for 24 hours.. well, for me.. i like doing stupid stuff that pops out into my head.. whether it turns out nice or not.. i'll feel really happy.. bla bla bla.. and one whole load of crapping about my feelings which im gonna skip....=)

anyway, this holiday.. besides slugging, sleeping, eating, going genting(twice), redang and ketam, and babysit.. i made a calendar for shaun! how do i find all that time to do all this? lol.. i seriously don't know.. its just a very simple one though... i wanted to make it more awesome by adding more awesome decos and all.. but didn't really have that amount of time cus he'll be coming down to kuantan for the second week of my holiday..

assignment for me again!

theme : colourful?

material : papers and papers!

things to do : 2011 calendar begining from now.

reason : it was suppose to be for our date.. but failed.=P

time limit : four days.

here goes...=)

first.. choose the colours you want for the pages..

draw 30 squares.. same sizes will make your life easier..

but different will be cool..

i made them same though..>.<

cut them out..

paste them on the paper in a calendar way.. aiya, i didn't take pictures of the whole process..

anyway, just imagine it.. you'll understand soon..=P

after numbering the dates and days.. go take out all the super super old magazines..

choose pictures which are in the size of your boxes.. whether the picture make sense or not doesn't matter.. just cut them out!

use your imagination to make out what the pictures can mean.. its not that hard...=)

yea, this took me almost two sleeplest nights...

after you're done. compile them.. go for a calendar binding..

and tadaaa!

this is the front page of it..

see how simple it is? its last minute.. sorry laaaa...=P

shaun! and he's not so happy face with the calendar.. haha..=P

and the contents of the calendar:

tadaaa! this is how its suppose to look like.. i left a little space on the right, for the "picture of the month" of us..=)

okay.. if you're wondering what those pictures mean.. they are the ideas for him if he doesn't know what to do on that day, he can simply follow my random suggestion!

i cant really explain them cus even he doesn't know the meaning of the pictures yet..

i'll only tell what they mean when the day comes..

hehe..

these are the samples of some of the months..

august has less pictures.. cus its our finals exam month..=P

so what do you think?=P

-JaNe-

pulau redang

2011-04-02T13:14:00.001Z

note : this post is full of pictures of me and shaun only.. for the trip consists of only me and him.

and because i prefer myself over the scenery.. this post is really full of my camwhore pictures. no matter how hard i try not to put as much.. i just can't help it..=P

oh, and i pile the pictures to only four per pic cus my friends say the pictures i put last time is too small and cannot really see? =)

anyway.. we went to redang island! after one week of being a slug.. its so refreshing to go to the awesome island... there were some problems about the ferry transportation because we went to the wrong jetty.. but it turns out all ok!^^

us! in the nurul ferry.. i know.. haha..

wasted 100 bucks there because our resort was suppose to provide us the ferry for free...T.T

we took the 3days 2nights pakage.. for anyone who's interested..

it includes 3 snorkelling trips..

breakfast, lunch, tea and dinner..

and activities like karaoke, live band and disco during the night..

very worth it if you ask me...^^

so we've reached the resort.. got changed.. and had few hours to explore the island before snorkelling time.. and we camwhored!^^

the island's so pretty right! i know....=)

so, we relaxed on the swing...=)

and i took almost 70 pictures of me?! in less than 30 minutes??

oh i miss this place so much....T.T

lunch time!

the food's really damn nice! even those 4star hotels cant win the food there..

we even had bbq dinner for the 2nd night...

and the lamb chop was one of the best marinated lamb we've ever tasted...!^^

and more of us..

ok, too much right.. haha.. whooops..=P

we actually had a snorkelling trip in between.. but too bad we had no waterproof camera..

and we regret it so much!>.<

the fishies were so pretty..T.T

anyway.. pictures of US again.. on day2..

hehehehe...

ouh, we did a few pictures of our SF's trademark face though..=P

from top right : ang ang's, nic's, wan dee (sorry, our eyes not big enough to look like wd)

from bottom right : rh's, jess's and jaron's...

like it?=)

and us...=)

as for night time.. after super nice snorkelling trips again..

we had disco night!

wad's more better then drinking a little...

and playing chess..

by the shore...

with awesome scenery...

with no mosquitoes disturbing me! wohooo~! best night of the year..

DAY 3

a.k.a.. going back day..T.T

last few pictures of redang island....... and we left..

if you think my camwhore mood is over by then.. ure wrong..=P

i took another 70 pictures all the way back to kuantan again.. muahaha..

and a few pictures of kuala terengganu too...

hehe..

and that's almost about all that i did the whole holiday...^^

-JaNe-

breaks!

2011-03-29T09:26:00.009Z

so i had 2 weeks of break.. i became partially nocturnal.. best friend then was my lappie.. and the best part was.. i get to spend time wid all my lil cousins and nieces! and my family of course..

see this pretty rainbow...?!

u can imagine how nice it is if it is able to be seen even by my 5.1megapixel camera..=P

anyway, me and my family went up to genting.. mainly to bring my not so lil cousin there.. since he said he hasn't been there for quite some time already..

a picture of genting.. just in case any of you poor souls haven't been there before.. =D

so, for being a good lil girl.. i make my parents go have fun themselves and babysit the two boys..=)

this is my cousin...=)

we went to the arcade...WARNING : people, do not go to 1st world's arcade..

they throw all spoiled machines there.. waste my 15 bucks...=.=

and then, we went to the ripley's believe it or not museum..

there's nothing much interesting in there though..

another dissapointing site in genting..

cyanotic blue face guy..

my adorable baby and adorable cousin..

see how well fed they are.. or maybe its just the fong genes..=P

vampire slaying kit! i wonder if this works on edward cullen.. hrmmmmmm...

them in motion master..

FAIL.

99% of genting rides fail very very badly..

even kids at age 10 will agree with me...

they should really upgrade their standard loh.....

ANYWAY~~ meet the super cute babies in my family..=)

see how well trained they are to smile as sweet as they can on camera?

she also purposely look away when taking pictures..

it is known that she looks prettier that way i guess..

and she makes her grandma to tie her hair differently everyday..

will specifically ask for the hairstyle she wants..

how VAIN is that! hahaha..

ok, this.. he's not a baby anymore.. but forever will be my baby! lol.

he does that face since he was 3! stupid fat..

owh.. and back to my activities @kuantan..

i don't rot at home that badly k..

i play risk with them..

force them take pictures..

and also have drawing sessions with them..

i feel like a babysitter... @.@

but no doubt.. i had fun!

is it because our mental age are the same?

imposible.. i know right..=)

one last picture of ah zen..

how i wish im back in kuantan right now~~~T.T

-JaNe-

d.i.y blankets/pillows/bolster

2011-03-14T11:53:00.000Z

-update of cny-

no intro's... just what i did before cny...

here goes..=)

this.. was the tanglung my mum saw in the mall..

and she made me do two exact same ones with an empty tanglung...

and i make my sister to help me out with one..=P

yea.. this empty tanglung..

so first... buy the big flowers.. stick them on the bottom of the tanglung..

add these flowers on it..

and my additional favourite flower on it at the top for deco...

and there you go! pretty? i know.. but its an exact duplicate though.. =P

helps saves up about half the price they're selling out there..

next! i wanted to make something for a few people..

the "assignment" made by me...

theme : stripes

material : cheap rm1 per metre cloth... =P

things to do : 1 mini bolster, 2 pillow covers, 1 mini pillow, and two blankets.

reason : wants to be santa on cny...

time limit : 3days and 3 nights @.@

yea.. it was a crazy rush..

so first.!

made a blanket for shaun's sister..

cus she kinda need one due to NS's failblog supply of itchy blankets..

she likes baby blue.. so.. i thought.. make it milky coloured.. so..

striped baby blue and light sweet sweet pink...=)

spelled her name wrongly...>.<>

but the colours were nice wad.. finished it all in one night..

*proud*

ok, for the designs, that's the best i can come up with k.. don't judge.. im a dental student.. ain't no artsy type.. just like to do random stuff type..=P

next! for my lil brother..

he's hyper that is to me.. so i wanted to make him some random combination yet bright colours..

so i chose.. orange and purple.. =)

with his name - ZEN on it..

this is how the back part looks like..

no one thought me to sew so.. this is the best i can do..=P

and the overall of it is done! not bad la right..=P

stuffed it with the old pillow cotton.. and there you go! two done and 4 more to go..=)

next! for my sister.. i chose pink because.. she loves pink.. -.-

so i decided to have it with different shades of pink.. and a little crown above the "S" cus normally princesses loves pink.. not that i think she's a princess.. no way.. =)

and tadaa! the mini pillow.. without the stuffings yet...

you can imagine how much sleep i had in that few days there..

but i was happy though.. way better than studying pathology even if its half the time shorter..

im so jealous of my friends.. those of them who are in designing and art's course..

its so nice.. they can do what they love most..

stay up late rushing for assignments.. but yet, its doing something they love..

rather than, studying.. studying about diseases and drugs.. and microbes..=.=

sometimes i wish i have the talent to take those course...T.T

ANYWAY..

for my parents.

not really stripey.. more of cny themed.. =P

its a chinese word pillow cover!

and tadaa!

it was supposed to mean "fa cai". i followed the word from google.. but apparently.. there's some mistakes.. but oh well, my parents don't know how to read chinese anyway... and they loved it!=P

took the 'fa' from this picture..

correct right? wrong ah?=(

finished them in 3 days and two nights.. failed finishing one more blanket.. >.<

oh well, proud enough...^^

i am now officially quite bored of the sewing d..

i wanna learn how to make more hardcore stuff..

or learn how to make furnitures.....~~~=D

or maybe.. learn about electricity thingy..

or maybe even learn how to be a locksmith.. maybe i should go find my locksmith friend sometime now..=P

oh btw, anyone in kuantan?! im boredddd.....!!

-JaNe-

2011-03-12T17:55:00.003Z

people... please take 5 minutes off.. stop whatever you're doing right now..

and pray..

pray for those of them in japan who's still stuck somewhere waiting for rescue and miracles to come..

for those who has lost their live..

for those who've lost their loved ones..

pray for those who are in need of help..

pray for all..

for everyone of us...

..............................

if the world's really coming to an end..

let us all go together as one..

with no regrets...

make sure you've told your dad you love him very much.

your mum that you love her very much..

your brothers.. and sisters..

your lovers..

your husband or your wife..

grandmothers and grandfathers..

uncles and aunties..

friends and everyone whom you care..

tell them.. that you love them

no more hiding of feelings..

no more hatred..

no more competition..

no more comparisons....

just love..

one love..

guys.. just in case..

if this were to end at our generation...

don't worry..

don't be sad...

because, we will meet again..=)

-JaNe-

2011-03-06T05:04:00.002Z

ok, he went back. meaning.. time to blog.=P

why everyone's saying tht they're gg-ed for this exam?

dun worry people.. everything's gonna be just fine... =)

im sure all of you didn't angry bird this whole holiday right? well, i did..

so if i think that im gonna do fine, so will you.. chill la.. 10% ny. u get A for this, still will fail if you fail finals.. if you fail this exam you'll still get A if you get A for finals....

see, it makes no difference!

i haven't been to a mall since my birthday.. that's like.. 3 weeks?

i've lost touch with the outer world now.. T.T

friends?? you guys still there??!! wait for me.. wait for me for i shall be party-ing with you guys very very SOON!

-JaNe-

F.A.T 3

2011-03-02T13:35:00.003Z

Im cont. jaron's series of fat people.. im sorry, no offense. this is only to one fucking bitch in my life.. who's FAT...

they are inconsiderate.. why?

because they're LACK of ATTENTION throughout their whole life.

they are annoying.. why?

because they like people to hate them. at least they know they MEAN something in this world.

they like to do stuff no one understands why... why?

because they are FAT....

-JaNe-

gone

2011-02-27T09:41:00.004Z

people leave.. and people will move on. do you think that they will look back and remember what both of you once had? occasionally maybe.. but im sure, like me.. everyone prefers looking at the present time or future right? but hey, just because i never even text one single "hi" msg... it doesn't mean that i've forgotten about you.. i still think of you everytime.. i still talk about you.. i still miss you.. so don't...i know you're busy too. but don't ever forget about me ok? it will be really sad if you did.. but no worries! i'll find you soon enough...=)

-JaNe-

2011-02-24T18:35:00.002Z

i just finished one season of one tree hill. instead of studying. now i got not enough sleep. and not enough time... still not yet time to panic? obviously im not.. im still blogging! 10% is allot.. says prof ikmal. guess i'll just have to work real hard for finals!=P

-JaNe-

my boyfriend is awesome. part 2

2011-02-24T05:42:00.002Z

so, next day! 15th february.. muh birthday...=D ok, i know, its no big deal.. just another day which so happen to be the day you were born.. who cares.. haha.. yea, i think so too.. therefore.. for the first time in my life's history.. i did not have any plans on my birthday...! so how did it turn out to be? PERFECT!

15th february 2011..

too bad.. only can stay one night.. =(

but it's enough though.. i had super lotsa fun!>.<

gonna miss the hotel...T.T ouh, i took a little more of the hotel.. so pretty right!

anyway.. breakfast! free buffet at the hotel..

it was kinda little on the trays.. so i ate the same food twice.. until i realise, you can actually order from a whole list of menu!

by the time i realise that.. aihhh.. full d...=(

see how emo and sad i was in the room.... T.T

im sad cus i had to leave....=(

nah, just joking... but i do miss the view in the room though.. really super nice..

anyway, left the hotel finally.. and head back home to put our stuff..

look how i left my room... =P thats last minute packing... hehehe..

so immediately.. we head to our next destination.!

it was my suggestion.. to the place i've always wanted to go..

butterfly park!!

its only rm8 for malaysians! but rm10 more if you're not..

typical asian..

if you're wondering how it looks like exactly..

overall, its kinda very small.. the park..

but they do have lotsa butterflies!

not bad right the pictures we took.. its from phone camera k... =P

me don't understand.. why theres so many more other creatures in the butterfly park..

but, they're kinda more interesting than the butterflies though..

look at the last picture.. its called the snapping aligator turtle.. awesome shell!!! did, you know, that turtles and toirtoises can fold their neck all the way until their head's in the shell..

i've always wondered how they do that.. i thought inside the shell got lots of space or something like that.. haha..

and me!! =D

i wasn't the one with the camera.. so.. less picture of him and more me.. yay! =P

and just right before we exit the park.. theres these bunch of butterflies.. mating on the ground.!

the male/female will settle on the ground and keep flappin their wings like super fast kind.. ok, sorry, english fail.. but as long as you understand right.. ok, anyway, they flap their wings super fast and that will attract other butterflies to go near them as well! awesome.. i know..

oh! and also.. there's this little butterfly who landed and did not want to leave shaun's hand for almost 20 minutes! we tried letting it go.. making it fly.. disturbing it wings.. transffering it to my hand and back to his.. and he still won't go! i told you he was sweet... oh wait, butterflies likes honey too right? hrmm......

anyway, one of the workers just picked the butterfly up and we escaped!

so we went into the museum-like place.. lol..

i don't know what it is.. it just has lotsa butterlflies in frames on the wall and insects in the aquarium thing on the walkway.. picture it yourself..=P

look at the yellow bug! its called.. man-faced bettle.. its actually smiling..! HAHA..

and the favourite insect of ours was.... the scorpion!

we observed them for at least 20 minutes.... @.@

okay, the following are the conclusion we gathered after the whole observation..

1. scorpions do not have a face..

2. the movie aliens vs predators.. they actually copied the mouth of the scorpion for the predator.. they look exactly like that.

3. scorpions eats as slow as shaun does..

4. they like to clamp their prey like the above picture.. and just leave the prey to wonder when will they die.

5. they stink. but after standing beside their tank for 20 minutes.. you won't realise the smell anymore.

6. there were at least 10 of them inside.. 7 was sleeping.. so my guess is.. they love sleep as much as i do.

haha.. my favourite picture.. i look so retarded.. =D

ok, that's about it about the butterfly park!

15 february 2011.. 3pm+

we're hungry.. i wanted coconut icecream..

so he brought me to ali cafe! @mont kiara

they don't have coconut ice cream.. but they do have coconut sorbet!! =) taste the same to me!

he ordered fried rice..

and i ordered mee goreng something..

like what the picture has described.. it tastes like shitt!!!

really cant swallow type..>.<

so we went a little shopping around there.. and went back to rest/ get ready for dinner..

15 february 2011.. 7pm +

since it was my birthday.. i allow myself to super act cute and post those pictures on my blog.. =)

he gave me my present.. which i will describe later..and off we went for dinner...!

maredo's steakhouse@ Crown Regency Hotel, Jalan P. Ramlee, Kuala Lumpur

and more picture of us..

wow, if im reading someone's blog.. and its all about her and her boyfriend.. i'll probably be puking by now.. HAHA.. but i wanted to spend all the time of this two special days only with him.. so don't puke just yet k... the following posts i'll be writting about other awesome people in my life.. =P

i had pasta.. YUMMY!

he had ONE whole seabass..

and WE had creme brulee... its strawberry n blueberry creme brulee...

just what he "love" most...! hahahahaha...

he gave me this! *wearing it now* and LOVING it~~~!^^

pretty? the sf's helped him in this.. thanks guys!!

and just when i thought all the fun is gone.. and class is back... i received presents from my friends.!>.<>

i received lotsa bunnies this year.. wohooo! no more cows.. AT LAST...

and after almost 18 months knowing her.. we finally went to ang yee's house..

just to kacau..=P and pai nian.. hehe..

aihhh.. it just makes me miss home so much.. its really so nice to have a home to come back to after one whole day of torturing classes....>.<>

-JaNe-

2011-02-23T16:42:00.004Z

I HATE FAKE PEOPLE...

dun like just say la

angry just scold la

happy just laugh la

sad just cry la

i super hate people who likes to twist their own emotions..

AND NEVER SHOW THEIR REAL EMOTIONS BUT THE SMILE...

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..

FUCKING BIATCH...

this will be my last F word.. i promise...

maybe im just angry because you're reflecting me..

but one thing's for sure... im maximum only 50% of your stupid fake fake shit...

PEOPLE CAN TELL IF YOU'RE NOT BEING YOURSELF.

DUH..

if you wanna hide your feelings... AT LEAST, HIDE IT PROPERLY SO THAT I CAN'T FEEL IT??

mask yourself everyday... NOT TIRED OH???

BE YOURSELF... BECAUSE.. JUST SO YOU KNOW....

NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU....

-JaNe-

my boyfriend is awesome!

2011-02-18T09:25:00.009Z

happy valentines people? nah, i know its too late.. haha..

wanna know how i celebrated mine? no? i don't care.. im still telling..=)

...................

14th february 2011. 12.00a.m.

he came over to suprise me..! im so super touched....!T.T

he said he wanted to give me the typical gifts for valentine.. roses, chocolates and a card..^^

just what i needed! hehe...

always.... that's how long I'll love you

forever... that's how long it'll take to show you how much....

>.<

as for me... i got him.. a soft toy! he's name's chubby now..

and also.. a best lover award with a card....=D

sadly, we can't spend the night crapping and talking all the way.. cus we have class the next day.. shit you prostho!!

14th february 2011.. 4+ pm..

after class..

he brought me to this awesome one day trip!

@maya hotel 138 Jalan Ampang

50450 Kuala Lumpur.

the prettiest hotel i've been to!

it has a very unique concept... ok, theres allot more pictures coming up.. so, see if you agree with me alright..=)

1st! the room...

super big right~~!

the view was kl tower summore...>.<

oh, i miss this place so much... the more i see these pictures, the more i wish time to stopped back then...!

this! the toilet....=)

and the lobby lounge...

their sky lounge and swimming pool..

warm water swimming pool summore! aih.. too bad didn't bring swimming suits...>.<

so! after whole hotel viewing... camwhore time! hehehe..

and yea.. again...

there's actually x10 more of our camwhore pictures.. muahahaha..

14th february 2011... 7+ p.m...

on our way for dinner!! while i was camwhoring with the roses in the car..

owh, did i mention.. i brought them along the trip..

hehe!

so! we were there early!

our 1st valentine dinner in cafe cafe@ 175 jalan maharajalela 50150 kuala lumpur

got this picture on the internet.. the adress too.. just in case any of you would like to try it out..=)

its a french restaurant..!

-me-

-him-

im sorry he's face so emo.. i cant really see until i uploaded it here.. malas change.. =P

on valentine's day.. they only serve their set menu so.. we had no choice but to take the whole set..

how much? too much if you ask.. for me.. =.=

but! thank god the food's awesome.. at least my heart don't ache that much....>.<

first up.. complimentary bread.. taste like.. bread.. lol..

then theres this drink that consists of wasabi and oyster in it..

sounds disgusting huh.. but... when you eat the whole oyster with the drink.. super awesome!!!

oyster super juicyy...

and for the last picture.. its like a fried fat.. we had no idea what it is but it sure does taste damn good.. too bad they give it in such a small portion...>.<

pictures of the restaurant taken by me...~=)

i know.. very nice.. thank you... hehe..

chicken soup! with one greenish dumpling thingy inside.. taste not bad too!

and the best part was the main course..

i had salmon n spaghetti.. and he's was.. hrmm.. beef n something.. looks like pizza but its not.. super awesome shit..!

and the last part.. we were served tea and desserts.. chocolate cake and raspberry cake..

ok, im officially hungry..

my next valentine gift!

he ate raspberry for me..! and he finished half the raspberry cake..

see how awesome it taste like? even he will eat means its super good... ^^

so we PAID... i mean.. he paid.. took pictures.. and left.. im gonna miss that place.!!

ouh.. we brought back ourselves a little souvenier!

its included in the set menu..

they're called macaroons! colourful right?

each has different taste.. if you would like to try some.. you can try to find it at www.lesdeuxgaroons.com.my ..=)

went back.. super tired.. cus of stupid prostho class in the morning..

tried the pink macaroon and slept.

well, thats about it..

you know what's the sweetest part among all these is..? he could've used the money to get me something expensive as a gift but instead he went through all that trouble to book all these places and plan the whole day..! im sure getting one gift is way way easier then all these planning right.... thanks hunnyboo!!

>.<

ok, anyway...

part 2 will be updated soon!

me birthday... first birthday that i did not plan anything..^^

-JaNe-

my drawings

2011-02-16T16:04:00.001Z

so.. i have a confession to make.. i suck in drawing.. but.. i love to draw.. so, i still draw.. but just for fun.. until i came mahsa, then only i realise you can use "paint" in the computer to draw stupid stuff.. i got so interested.. i started drawing stupid stuff.. for mostly him.. so.. here goes..=P

this is my first picture if im not wrong..

when he was emo-ing...=P

that was when i just learnt how to make the straight lines curve.... look at the petals.. not bad for 1st time right...^^

i drew one for him..

and he drew one for me..

mine nicer.. i know..

this was a little picture i drew for him when he missed kuantan.. awwwww~~~~

this was one of my favourite creation.. its me on the left who got scolded by a lecturer (the one on the right) for not dressing appropriately when she was wearing that.. biatchhh.. oops..=P

this..! i think most of you have seen it before.. its about a story i made about a girl.. who use to be poor.. and bla bla bla.. very long.. and i summarized it in the picture above...=P

this is one of my favouites too.. like it?=P

this was one of it that i drew in kuantan... i wanted to sent it to him telling him that my line got cut.. and i need to go eat supper.. until i draw finish, then i realise. i can't sent it to him because my there is no line! mmhmmm.. im that smart... =D

the 'days in the room' collection..

when we're studying..

getting ready to go out..

and when he's studying.. ^^

the shopping bag says nichii and romp.! went shopping that day.. and yea.. im happy.. not sure if he is.. we both got no more money.. and life is awesome!=D

this was after his birthday.. just wanna remember that night.. so pretty!^^

and this is the latest one i drew.. studies are so tough now.. even spending one hour together is hard...T.T nola, actually not that hard.. but quite hard.. haihhhh.....=(

ouh! and some bonus pictures... drawn by the one and only.. jessica cisca chen datz it....

at least she made me a princess angel~~

and tadaaa!

-JaNe-

iphone

2011-02-13T12:46:00.000Z

there's almost 1 in every 3 of your friends who are iphone users... its so common.. the style is so typical where everyone has the same thing as you do.. but everyone likes to be the special right? so how...?

they end up using iphone covers!

special (wtf) i phone covers....

ok, this one not bad.. but i seriously don't understand.. you buy a phone which you don't like the style itself. and make it special, make yourself feel special by placing cheap designs with it??? LOLOLOLOLOL..

a shoe cover.. wow.. how smart... its called i shoes... WOW..

PLAIN UGLY.. no comment.. LOL

patriotic much? my asss..

and the most WTF of them all..

seriously.. bling not enough ugly? hello kitty bling?? =.=

-JaNe-

madam tussaud's hong kong

2011-02-12T05:58:00.008Z

okay, this update is kinda super late... i never planned to post these up actually.. but just now, when i went through the pictures i took in hong kong.. it made me so happy...!=) so i thought, i'll post the part when me, my sis, bro and shaun went to madam tussauds @ hongkong.. i hope you'll enjoy them too.... =)

picture time!

i love brad pitt!!!<3

i love winter sonata guy too!! <3

leo koo... oh-so-hot

i really stared at her for at least 30 seconds..

one word - she looks damn freaky..

oh btw, the piture that says she kept ahead of her friends.. im not sure if thats a bad thing..

: During the French Revolution she modelled many prominent victims. In her memoirs she claims that she would search through corpses to find the decapitated heads of executed citizens, from which she would make death masks. Her death masks were held up as revolutionary flags and paraded through the streets of Paris.: says wiki..

my sis the paris hilton president..

and my boyf, the rocker president..

saddam? yea, f*** him..... hehehe..

same goes to hitler.. if he even existed..

i like the top picture.. hail your bud to hitler!!! yay!^^

sorry for making fun of shakespear.. i like him allot... he's a lover...=D

look! i did nic's pose...! muahaha..

he's shy shy.. doesn't wanna show his -tuttttt-... wonder why they make him that way... lol...

this is the upper side of hong kong actually.. where everyone's way way way richer..

stupid shit.. make me feel so short..

lookie at my brother doing the ronaldinho's teeth.. cute right.! haha..

i love johnny depp!!!!<3>

and i also love that hot james bond guy!!!! <3

iabout to whack tiger wood's head actually.. if you can't tell.. that's for being a pervert.. muahaha..

oh did i say, i love elvis tooo!!!<3

guys inside there are just too hotttt....!

crazy sis..

oh..

the best part of hong kong trip.. super awesome nice night view.. me love x1000000000000000000!

love you guys.....=)

-JaNe-

2011-02-11T14:48:00.002Z

after what i've done, you said i treated you the same?

im sorry, people don't change.. and im wrong in my last post..

people might not even see the difference even if you've changed....

so why bother..

i don't need this.. im very sure i don't deserve this..

screw this mthfkng life

-JaNe-

strangers

2011-02-11T12:24:00.006Z

have you ever wonder if life would ever change in just a year? one month? or perhaps.. one hour?

if you only take a step back..and think.. what if..

what if you use one whole hour.. spend it with someone, someone you're not close with... probably your classmate.. or even maybe someone you thought you know them well enough.. ask him/her about their life.. ask him/her about their dreams.. their full name? ask them about their stories... are you still sure you know the person well enough?

if not.. why is everyone not doing it.. getting to know someone more.. im sure, it will help u see the world in a diff way.. don't you think?

to me, i didn't really care to know people whom im not interested in.. im selective in making friends.. are you not? i only want to know about people when its something to gossip about. but if its just listening to that person's thoughts, the other person's fear and their goal in life, im sure most of us.. including me.. won't have the time to bother..

but if life just suddenly changes.. if you turn fat, or you became pretty.. possibly, you became popular? or maybe you turned into a nerd.. are you sure that will be the worst thing that can happen to you? or the best? who you are now.. are you sure that's who you want to be for the rest of your life?

after we graduate.. when we start working.. and have our own family.... and when you have you're own kids.. will you want your kids to be like who you are now? im sure you want different of them.. then, why not.. why don't you change to be that person yourself.. there's always time.. even if you're 70, as long as there's one hour in your life.. you can always make a difference in your life..

be less selfish, be more friendly, don't be ashamed of yourself, change..! change to who you really want to be.. are changes really that hard to do? people around you might feel weird at first, but im sure after few days.. they'll get use to it.. and im sure.. most of them will get to know and like the new you.. because by then, you will like yourself more! its just always easier to stick to the way you are.. but it's always better once you succeed in making that change..

look into the mirror.. are you sure that's not a stranger that you're looking at right now?

life does change in an hour.. only if you're willing to let it change.

-JaNe-

i love cny!!!

2011-02-09T06:56:00.003Z

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

don't you just love cny.. there's ang pau-ssssss... and so so so many cny biscuits/snacks everywhere... and awesome food non stop.. and loads of free food flowing in to your mouth every few minutes.. and then u gain 10 kg.. and now, im back to my super fat me... T.T can't i just stay as fat like last time pleaseeeee....... =.=

p:s - updates on cny in thailand will be done as soon as i get my hp charger.!

-JaNe-

xoxo

2011-01-26T15:10:00.000Z

i know i always say these stuff to you everyday.. in fact every single time when we're alone i'll say them.. but its still not enough.. cus im not really good with words.. so, i went through google image.. my favourite place for any picture searching.. and i chose some of these pictures.. all for you.. make sure you read each of them properly k...=)

isn't god just the best!>.<

muacks muacks!

mmhmm mmmmhmmmm~~~~=D

pretty pretty!!

*touches heart x3* (i promise..)

this is exactly what i feel every single time you're going home!!!!!!T.T

and this will be something that i'll have to tell myself...=(

hehehehe...

*sneaky laugh*

*sneaky laugh goes on........*

sorry for being dramatic... i just love to be dramatic most of the time....=D

okay?

and lastly...

happy 1st month, 2nd month... happy 150 days, 300 days.. happy everyday of us together...!

okay, i don't wanna freak you anymore.. i know its kinda freaky when theres too much love in one post... hehe.. but i hope you like it darling.!=)

.......................

anyway, i read this somewhere in one of my friend's status on facebook if im not wrong...

Its not about having a perfect relationship, but its finding someone who will go through everything together without giving up.

i kinda don't agree though.. to me... there's no point hanging on to the person if he/she doesn't treat you right.. if you're not happy in the relationship.. even if the relationship lasts forever, you will NEVER be happy. so it's better that if you just let go and let yourself have more choices.. better/worst.. at least theres no regrets.. =)

don't you think?

-JaNe-

2011-01-25T13:31:00.002Z

someone once told me, "work hard now and enjoy later.."

but what if im dying tommorow?

-JaNe-

family day!

2011-01-20T16:23:00.000Z

last last week i guess... we, the SF's, had a day out celebrating belated christmas, belated new year and for the coming cny party! ^^ it was very simple actually... just go eat, exchange presents and watch a movie, with dress code... but just to decide where to eat and what to wear took us 2 whole hours to decide! =.= anyway, the theme was colour pencil... so each of us had to wear a different colour out...

tadaaa!

from right : beige, yellow, orange, pink (cant really see from here), red, not-so-purple, blue, GREEN, brown and grey....^^

i wanted purple...!!!!!!>.<

pictures of us in the car.. just 10 ppl use 5 cars! waste petrol....

from left : jaron and jess and shaun and jaron and jess...=)

we finally decided to have the lunch in winter warmers@the curve...

top right : couple no. 1 - yalda and wan dee

bottom left : couple no. 2 - nicholas and aaron

bottom right : couple no. 3 - us..=)

top right : couple no.4 - aaron and jaron

top left : couple no.5 - jaron and jess.. *ahemmm*

bottom left : couple no.6 - nicholas and rou hui

and last but not least... couple no.7 - ken teo and ang ang!

us... with the number we drawed..

and our presents! ^^ i love presents.. who doesn't love presents... presents is the best!

SF1 got an angel candle holder thingy..

SF2 got 10 packs of tic tac? lol..

SF3 got a jewellery box.. turn out to be quite useful...

SF4 got 2 cups.. written grapes and strawberry if im not wrong..

SF5 (me) got a heineken cap and little pouch... yay! go heineken!!

SF6 got my gift.. a car like mouse... hehe..

SF7 got a middle finger toy.. HAHA..

SF8 got a puppy doll...^^

SF9 got a SF cup...

and SF10 got a yellow striking T-back.. if thats how you spell it.. lol..

and the best part... FOODDDDD....

i think im hungry again.. i just had chilli's!!!!!!@.@

then, we went for a movie @ cineleisure

everyone sat randomly because we draw lots for the movie ticket seats as well... we took the whole row.. yay!

next target.. take the whole cinema!#.#

meet the little fockers..

best part of the movie is that each character had their very own prominent characteristics and they're all really funny.. nice movie..

both of them.. awesome acting!

De Niro : im watching you

Stiller : im watching you watching me....

FUNNY SHIT...

super win conversation..

and the little fockers... the little boy is just too adorable... he's pure innocent and cute and funny and adorable and cute...did i say he was cute...? he is super cute!>.<

the best couple ever!

i wish i could be like them one day.. not the sex part.. just the strength of their relationship.. im so jealous....T.T

as for jessica alba -she was the whore in the movie.. don't like her..

owen wilson - just plain weird.. but super funny though..

and last but not least... the cat.. 'jinxy'

thats one fierce cat right there..

overall.. the movie's rate is 10/10!

cus it made us laugh non-stop throughout the whole movie.. ^^

after tomorrow, i officially haven't study for 14 days now... should i start?

im kinda lagged behind..

aiya, who cares!!!

enjoy while you can right.. 2012's coming anyway.. =P

120 more days.. i'll.. i mean.. WE'll get through this, right hunnyboo?!

-JaNe-